why am i still waiting... for so many things?

emails.. RBTs... performance data... stuff to do...

oh, there was something i wanted to post a link to.. and i forgot to copy it.. oh well, i'll do it later...

so bored. and tired. and lethargic.

Countdown:
12 days!!! Woooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!

1574 on my first helicopter flight today! yay.

ewww!!!

I have never felt like this;
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me.

This is not like me at all,
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love you've shown me.

Now, no matter where I am,
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing

Like an unexpected song,
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing.

I don't know what's going on
Can't work it out at all
Whatever made you choose me?

I just can't believe my eyes
You look at me as though
You couldn't bear to lose me.

Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing

Like an unexpected song,
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing.

Time, the song begins in time
The dance begins to stir
Once more the world is turning

So, the music plays again
And we're back on the floor
Once more the spark is burning

Hands and faces all around
A half remembered sound
I see your face appearing

Like an unexpected song,
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing

Like an unexpected song,
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing

where aaaaaaaaaaaaare you?!?!?

COUNTDOWN

112

Countdown

113

red blotchy things... where are you?

did you die?

oh. okay.

Countdown

115

It just feels like a Cat Stevens type of day...

Well, if you want to sing out, sing out
And if you want to be free, be free
'Cause there's a million things to be
You know that there are

And if you want to live high, live high
And if you want to live low, live low
'Cause there's a million ways to go
You know that there are

Chorus:
You can do what you want
The opportunity's on
And if you can find a new way
You can do it today
You can make it all true
And you can make it undo
you see ah ah ah
its easy ah ah ah
You only need to know

Well if you want to say yes, say yes
And if you want to say no, say no
'Cause there's a million ways to go
You know that there are

And if you want to be me, be me
And if you want to be you, be you
'Cause there's a million things to do
You know that there are

Chorus

Well, if you want to sing out, sing out
And if you want to be free, be free
'Cause there's a million things to be
You know that there are
You know that there are
You know that there are
You know that there are

Bora has the best pictures.. they totally brighten up my day!

Countdown

116

What Famous Leader Are You?
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According to the 9 Q version

What Famous Leader Are You?
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According to the 27 Q version

What Famous Leader Are You?
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According to the 18 and 45 Q versions

What Classic Movie Are You?
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According to 9 Q version

What Classic Movie Are You?
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According to the 18, 27 AND 25 Q versions

Innnnnnnnnnteresting...

;)

LOL

Countdown: 117

My new favourite website.

congratulations.
i dont think you read this, but im so proud of you, sweetheart.
i love you.

"Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance/ And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance/ I hope you dance....I hope you dance."
I love that song. It reminds me of NSLC... *sigh* Feeling very nostalgic these days...

Forgot about my cup of coffee. It's cold now. Yuck.

"I heard two gunshots outside my apartment last night, but there were no bodies out there when I left this morning."
Never a dull moment.

I Hope You Dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

Dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance..
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone)

Unconditional Love...

It's a lie. It doesn't exist.

EVERYTHING has a price.

It's Hard to Say I'm Sorry

by Chicago

got this bit of spam email, advertising a porn site.. called "the girl next door type"... *double sigh* oh wait.. this is FUNNY. hahaha. God. Stupid conflicting emotions. So confused.

Guess I won't be needing this in my "favourites" anymore..

oww... brain freeze...

mmm... iced capp...

*yaawn*... boredom...

Got another email from Jen Jones today.

*sigh*

Sorry, Jen. I'm gonna have to cut you off, now. No longer makes sense to continue getting updates from you. Thanks for everything. It's been fun.

Love is in the air...

L and L.. finally!

A and E.. im SOOOO happy.. omg.. i cant even express how thrilled i am for you, A. YAY! love ya, hon! (dont worry E, im not competition.. not for another 10 years, at least..) A____ and E___ sitting in a tree.. K-I-S-S-I-N-G.. :D

I need alcohol. I've been revoltingly sober for too long now. Anyone wanna go for a drink after work on Friday?

fin.

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

I've been very hopeful, so far...

I think you've made your point, now...

what is the world coming to? how VERY political. not.

just found out that Advil Cold and Sinus contains 200mg of ibuprofen, and therefore provides pain relief as well being a nasal decongestant. Good to know.

haha.. THIS is how to write an essay!!!!