Merry Christmas!!

Happy Holidays!!

All the best for a fantastic 2007!

Much love,
S

RFotD:
The Eisenhower interstate system requires that one mile in every five must be straight. These straight sections are usable as airstrips in times of war or other emergencies.

Weight:
102.8 lbs

Consumption:
Grilled veg and goat cheese salad
Naan
Some sort of dal
Peppermint ho-cho (of the teabag, not the Starbucks, variety)

Aimless Ramblings:
I hate not being able to decide where I stand, or what I want.
As LauPow commented, being in one's early 20s is necessarily a time of turmoil. Becoming a grownup isnt easy. Noone ever claimed that it was. I just dont know that it necessarily has to be THIS hard. Admittedly, I have a tendency to over-react to things, and over-dramatize situations in which I find myself. I am so tired of everything, though. I'm tired of acting like I'm on track. I'm tired of acting like I am completely in control. I'm tired of pretending that I lead a charmed life. I'm tired of pretending that I'm happy. And most of all, I'm tired of being tired.

Mood Tracker:
27

RFotD:
The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache.

Aimless Ramblings:
Cherry commented last week that in a sense, Baggage was good for me, because if it hadnt been for him, I would have probably gotten back together with The Ex, back into a relationship that was unhealthy and draining for both parties involved.

She definitely has a point there. The other thing that I owe Baggage a debt of gratitude for is for forcing me to grow up and face the reality of the world. I've spent far too long living in a little bubble, where I was always safe and protected. For 18 years, my parents sheltered me from anything that could hurt me, and for the last three years, the Ex has been doing the same, in shielding me from the harshness that is real life. I have gone through my entire life believing that people are good; and always giving people the benefit of the doubt. Baggage opened my eyes to the fact that the world is not a loving, caring place. Everyone is out for whatever they can get, and they will have no qualms about using you however they please, in order to achieve their goals. Noone cares about you, or how you will feel. The world is a selfish place. And if you want to survive in it, you need to grow a thicker skin and become aware of the fact that you are surrounded by people who are going to try to take advantage of your weaknesses. Don't let them.

Mood Tracker:
31