i am not a bitch..

i mean, i am by no means entirely blameless. far be it for me to martyr myself or project myself as the victim.. but i am NOT a player; i did NOT wilfully disregard anyone; i did NOT intentionally hurt anyone, and if i inadvertantly did so, im sorry beyond all belief.. there is no clap without two hands, it takes two to tango, and all those other tired phrases. it may be sad, but it's noone's fault.